So New Idea, Time that I stop caring about a few things and focus on others right now. Life likes to throw... I won't say Curve balls, but I will say Change ups. Right as I'm expecting one thing, I get just a slight change in what happens. I'm not doing BAD right now, schools going good, classes are going good, I'm getting better at my art, I'm starting to realize my calling... but putting ALL that aside I'm still a bit upset at a lot of things. Mostly the Fact that I have felt really... disbanded lately. And I think slowly its starting to take its tole on my self esteem and wants. I feel like, how I put it a few days ago (Warning Odd Analogy Up Ahead) I feel like a Pool Toy laying outside on the grass outside one of those kiddy blow up pools. I'm Sad that I'm not being used in the water, doing what I'm made for. But in the same breath I'm glad I'm Not being swung at some kids head repeatedly. I know its an odd way to think about things but its the best way I could describe my feelings in this current situation. I think for a while I need to just, for lack of a better word, Calm the Fuck down. I might be over thinking this entire thing, over analyzing everything to death.. that wouldn't be the first time. But its not like The people I have been with caused it.. its all the little situations one after another, after another, after another. They really take there tole one a guy, and it hurts really bad. I guess what I'm trying to say is I don't know what I'm going to do right now, or if there really is a problem at all.




So I'm still working on my Project And right now, I am sitting in the computer lab thinking of what I need to do, and what I shouldn't do.

So Life has been Kind of Odd lately. I have People Maby saying lies.. maby telling the truth but eather way its nice. I have people Upset, or concerned for me when I feel ok. I have been kind of just moseying along in life right now looking for something that I don't know yet. I guess It makes me feel like I'm doing something, when I'm looking for what I should be doing... if that makes sense. I guess Im doing ok for the most part really, have been working on drawing... coloring... and improving my art skills. I think soon I might be ready to start on my Furry Artwork, Kind of scary for me but I think Ill be ok. SO when I get the first stuff up here don't laugh at me...





Whats going on right now? Im coloring my Current project differently. And Soon getting ready for work today... Yea, Mmmm fun stuff!

So This is done, and finished.. I think I did an OK job with my first CSS ever editing. I used a Templat but it still came out pretty nice and such. Today mostly was quite boring, nothing really to to other then talk to people and make fun of people on the phone.. that was quite enjoyable. But anyways and anywhoos.. Im off now to do somthing or another.




So Fake show poster is finished... Ehh I really don't like it but its done and over with so I can just relax for a few days and such. Take a look, and tell me how much you hate the coloring hehehe.

So I have come to realize, that I'm scared to draw things. Because I fear that I will so something wrong and mess up. Is that a bad thing? Fearing how others will see my work and judge it. I guess its a semi normal fear to have I think.




Working on this Damn Project.... ARG!

The Bunny Is a Dark Black and Green mixture, most of his fur on him is black while his Belly and half of his face is a deep green matching his sparkling green eyes. His Hair is black cut at about three or four inches being a messy mop on his head. On his right ear, near the top, He has a Silver Coil roughly about two inches. Because of the excess weight his right ear is always flopped over a bit more then his left. He is wearing the bottom half of a jumpsuit, a gray one to be exact. A pair of black suspenders hold up pants that are riding just a bit low on the boy. The top he has on is a white tank top clinging to his very skinny form. He even seems more comically small with his tool belt around his waist, it seeming to be a size two big hanging even lower then the pants on him. You could see a inch or two of his green belly between his shirt and his pants beginning, showing off his hips a bit. On his head he also wore a pair of black and green blast goggles, them holding back his ears and hair from his face.



So.. tell me what you think? Is it good.. bad... whaaat!